peminta sedekah desperad0

Dahulu kala...........

kal0 ak tgk peminta sedekah ne
ak rase sian gile kat d0rng
ak xtawu la kan pe perasaan d0rg time wat keje 2
nak2 kal0 0rg tua yg mintak sedekah
perghhh
gelupur jap darah ak tgk
aku pantang ckit kal0 0rg tua ne terbia cam2
even d0rg nek bas p0n ak da kesian..cehh

tp kadang2 bengang gak kat 0rg yg mintak sedekah ne
ak tgk d0rg mmpu je wat keje len
mcm 0rg xde kawan plak nk mintk sedekah
byk lagi keje d0rg leh wat
pas2 siap bawak anak skali kan..

Sekarang......
bile ak tgk d0rg2 ne
baru la insaf skit kat ati ak ne
sebab ade satu peristiwa ne
sumpah smpai mati ak xkan lupekan

Di sinilah peristiwa itu bermula.....
Masa: 1:30 pm
Hari: jumaat

ak ngan gelabahnye
pas mkan kt cafe kaed
bergegas nak g pudu
sebab tiket ak k0l 3
s0 ak da bajet mase
1 jam 30 minit slalunye sempat je smpai pudu

Then tunggu la bas
tunggu dengan pen0h mengharapnye
da dekat setengah jam ak tgu
shit
bas xdtg lagi
last2 die dtg k0l 2:15
eii glabah kucing a aku time 2

time ak dlm tren nk g jamek da pukul 2:45
fuh k0mpem a ne.sah
ak akan tertinggal basmmg xsempat nk tuka tern

ak p0n k0l la mak aku
btawu la ak xsempat nek bas k0l 3
ak ckp kat mak nk amek bas l0mpat je dr seremban
then akak ak kate nnti kematu lak b0nt0t.berjam2 d0k dlm bas 2 nnti
die cadangkan ak amek je tiket k0l 4
tp ak enggak.enggak buk
kenapa ya

yeah
sebab duit ak ade 10 inggit je
tiket bas harge die da 12.50
mane ak nak k0rek lg 2.50 an

xpe2
ak ikhtiar sendiri.sl0ngkar2 sume beg yg ak ade
yes!!!jumpe p0n singgit setengah
uwaaa mane nk dpt lagi singgit
then tibe2 idea b0d0 dtg kat pale ak
maha gempak gile ah

ak p0n pergi mencari2 sum0ne
ak nmpak la s0rg akk ne tgh bace newspaper
0leh krane ak tgk die pakai tudung
ak p0n brani la bertindak

aku:em kak leh tumpang tanye x
unkn0wn sis:yea kenape
aku:saye nk balek mlake neh.tertinggal bas.s0 kene bli tiket baru.tp dwet xckup.leh xbagi saye singgit
unkn0wn sis(ngan muke kerek):xdela.ade duit besa je.duit kecik xde(sambil jeling2 kat aku)

OMG
siyes weh
muke ak tebal gile time tuh
b4 nk ckp lagi ak da rase darah nek kat muke ak
malu teramat2 sgt
mcm nk terjun bangunan je time 2
mcm muke penuh ngan taik p0n ade
baru la ak tawu
mcm ne la perasaan peminta sedekah

ak redha je xdpt balek mlake p0n
xnak ak memalukan diri lg gi mintak kt 0rg len
tibe2 akk ak k0l btawu yg ayah ak nak mas0kkan dwet

sengal.shit.nape la dr tadi ak xterpikir mende nih
fuh..panas2.marah kat diri ak sendiri kerana xberfikir pjg
marah kerana keb0d0han ak sendiri

n after that day
bile ak tgk peminta sedekah neh
k0mpem.ak akan teringat peristiwa tragis dlm idup ak

**hargailah walau sesen p0n dwet anda.pastikan nak balek kg mcm ak ne ha paling kurg ade 20 inggit

*tagged by lisott

Bold the statements that are true to you. Italicize the statements that you wish are true. Leave the Fibs alone. Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.

I miss somebody right now.
I don't watch TV these days.
I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I've tried Marijuana.
I love playing video games.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I curse sometimes.[i curse ALL the time!]
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year .
I use to carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm totally smart.
I've broken someone bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really fast.
I have long hair. [wish it's longer]
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller ID.
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I have picked someone of the same sex.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I enjoy window shopping.
I love to shop.
I would rather shop then eat.
I don't hate anyone.
I dislike them.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I have changed a diaper before.
I want to have children in the future.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I have tried alcohol before.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the South Park movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
I have dated a close friends's ex.
I am happy at this moment!
I'm obsessed with guys[sometimes hey!]
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I can work on a car. I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I plan on achieving a dream/goal.
I hate office jobs.
I worked at McDonald's.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausage.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I usually like covers than originals.
I don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.[this is my only journal]
I can't stick to a diet.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
I talk in my sleep. Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.

my l0vely sunshine

haha xpasal2 je ak letak title 2

geli jek
neway
skang idup ak da xaman sgt
tid0 siang ak da xbes mcm dulu lagi
time ak tid0 matahari memancar2 kat muke ak
ha kan da bersinar2 ak mcm diam0nd edward cullen

huhu
mesti k0rg pelik nape ak ckp camne
yela
ne sume gara2 veneti0n blind rum ak
da r0sak tahap tut neh
mule2 die stuck la
then xleh bukak la
mcm2 la
finally k0rg should tgk pe jadi kat die

masih cantik lagi n functionable

da nak nazak

tadaaa.da tgl nyawa2 ikan

*even gmba veneti0n blind 2 kat blk len2,tapi gmba last 2 mmg c0mpartment ak nye.hehe xsmpat amek gmba die b4 ranap

*special thanx 2 bey0nce n phatm0y

epi bufday sume

fr0m left:kak dayah,kak ngah,aku,kak chik

yeah
ri ne tanggal 16 feb adalah bufday akak n abg aku
mereka berk0ngsi tarikh lahir yg same
tp taun je len2
sume adk bradik aku lahir pd bulan feb
think wat?
pandai mak aku merancang
yeah
n belated bufday kt k ngah
t kcik ati lak si gigi ne kl0 ak xmenti0n die skali

em baru je td ak wish
then tibe2 akk ak mntak sesua2
jeng
die nk beg
sbb nk ganti beg die yg ilang ri 2
menggelupur jap ak denga
damn.tercabut ler bulu kaki ak nk blikan beg die
ngah zaman gawat neh
haha
xpe2
ak da janji kat die bli sem depan

n abg aku?
hemm xde resp0n ak wish
mesti da berdengkur si mate guli ne
xsaba ak nk dga st0ry akk ipar ak
die kate ri 2 nk wat surprise kt hubbynye

n aku xsaba nk balek uma
nk smbut bufday bersame2 mereka
parents ak da janji nk smbut same2




shittt!!
tahik aaa
baru nak upl0ad gmba
lapt0p ne lembab gile
nk melet0p pale ak
lu bikin gua panas je a beb
huh
len kali je ah ltk gmba
shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!
last but n0t least
shit again

em0ti0nal!!

dadam dan bakul ajaib.*wink

dadam baru balek mengaji(change image l0l??)

a g0od p0se babe

sp0tted:pe mende kt ats pale die(actually he's wearing hair band)

street fighter

have ever felt l0nely?w0rry?miserable?
that's what i feel right n0w
d0n't kn0w why
hesitate gle neh(smbil garu pale)

figure 0ut
guess guess guess
i'm tired 0f thinking
maybe because 0f this
just n0w i'd calling my m0m
baru nk b0rak2 jap ngan mak
i miss u s0 much
hard t0 tell h0w was my feeling
with eager n excited gile nk b0rak2 neh
then my m0m said that she g0t headache
arghhh
ne yg wat ak risau ne

i think my m0m had migraine

but she try to deny it
a bit stubb0rn
th0usand times we ask her to c0me n see dr
tp xnak jugak
h0pe she get well s00n
mak..g la klinik
please...
luv u m0m

1 m0re thing
ak rindu gile kat dadam
my new b0yfriend 0k
my sugar daddy
cute sgt mcm ank kucing
can tell him anything
a g0od listener
a g0od l0oking pers0n
single but n0t available

n0w i present 2 u
dadam anak kucing

0leh kerane b0 da cite terjah si gelupur ngan bey0nce
maka dengan ini ak nk isytiharkan b0 nye terjah

di hening pagi yg indah 0 ptg(xigt)
time 2 kt0rang baru abis kelas
then lepak2 kt A cafe
time 2 exam nak dekat da

kami berbincang2 psal study neh
punye a smangat kan
da habis mesyuarat
sume nak blah

tibe-tibe..........

b0:weh s0k ak nak bang0n awal a weh
kak nab & bey0nce: watpe bang0n awal???
b0:study a weh!

ak n bey0nce bengkek je ngan si gumpal ne
tp pendam dlm ati je a

tgk2 s0k pg si gumpal xbg0n p0n
hahahaha
die bg0n pling lmbat antare kami sume

m0ral values::
pastikan kata2 anda ditepati n jgn terlalu yakin semasa meluahkannya.hahaha.jgn ik0t gumpal nye prangai

td0 ku terjage

yeahh sr0n0knye klas bcm td cancel
ak p0n xde keje dr smlm
spnjg mlm smlm ak berusaha abiskan hana y0ri(haha mmg la ak ne agk ketinggalan)
tup2 pg tadi td0 ak terganggu sbb kene g kelas k0l 8
ak mmg da terniat xnak pegi
smbg td0 jer
tp bese la
i kan bdk bek(yihaaa)

s0 skang ak nk qada td0 pg td yg terganggu itu
zzzzzzz

yeahhh: 11 things ab0ut witch aka bitch

yeahhh: 11 things ab0ut witch aka bitch

11 things ab0ut witch aka bitch

p0mpuan yg suke men sihir
ciri2 nye adalah:

1)perampas suami 0rg
2)sanggup sihirkan suami die t0k kepentingan sendiri
3)wat suami die cam 0rg b0d0 kt uma
4)amik sume duit suami die sbb tanak suami die bg duit 2 kat bini 1st die
5)dengki gile kt family bini 1st(sbb ank2 die xpndai.gatal nk kawen je)
6)anta mende2 sihir kat uma bini 1st ngan niat nk buatkan satu uma 2 menderita tnpa disedari
7)bg nasi kangkang(peng0t0r gile k0 nih)
8)b0m0hkan suami die sampai xleh diubati
9)b0m0hkan suami die supaya benci kat sume family bini first
10)wat suami die trase benci gile nk tgk muke bini 1st
11)berniat nk rampas tanah yg diduduki 0leh bini 1st

*p0mpuan di atas xditujukan kat sape2
*tp ak dgn em0 nye wat bl0g nih
*kpd sesape yg ader terjumpe pmpuan gile cmne,beware 0k
*kal0 ade 0rg camne,silalah bertaubat cpt2
*k0 nk main sihir,tp last2 ayat quran gk yg menang

sekian saje utk ari ne
bl0g ari ni utk berem0si(t0l kate hajar)

nasib malang lagi!!

fuh
berdebar2 je ak ne
mmg nasib xbek t0l
ri 2 purse ilang
then pg td hp plak ilang
cit t0l
da la hp yg ader n0 maxis
s0 pasne kal0 nk bg msg
sila sertakan name anda skali yea

tah sape la yg mas0k uma akk ak 2
sume hp die nk tibai
mmg budu la k0 pencuri
mk bapak k0 xpna ajar ke mencuri 2 berd0sa!!!
nyusahkan 0rang je k0 tawu
xpna nk pikir cane 0rg 2 nye life kal0 sume mende k0 nk curi
akk ak nye beg g klas p0n k0 nk tibai
tawu a jeles beg 2 cantik :p
ade plak prasaan simpati k0 bile kuakan purse akk ak dr beg die
arggghhhh
pe ak peduli
ade gayah kesah
k0 simpati ke x
huh
xpela ak d0a terbaik je utk k0 pencuri yg b0d0

haii
xtawu nk cite pe ri ne
tp skang ak nk terkencing!!!

itu saje stakat ne
tataa~

lalalalalaak
ak bernyanyi riang
setelah sminggu ak tid0 mcm kucing
finally dpt ak tid0 aman gile tgh ari td

smlm time bcm
kami beramai2 wat bridge
hahaha tp bridge kami ranap begi2 saje
8 buku da wat die mrengek
huh
wat da f***
tp secare aesthetically nye
n0t bad la(prasan je)

*gmba akn diupl0ad later ye

hehs
btw
ak nmpk spahic 0mer(t0l ke ejaan die??) with s0me0ne
guess guess
haha
maryam!!
die ngn maryam bli cincin
mrepek si0t
O-M-G
spahic yg ala2 ustaz itu leh kua ngan maryam
but y bli cincin?
bertunang k0t
never expect him with sum0ne like her

*crite spahic adalah mimpi aku smate2.n die ngn maryam dlm crite ayat2 cinte :p